name. Germaine Lai gender. FemaLe age. 16 dob. 23 Nov 1993 astrological sign. sagittaRius zodiac. rOosteR buddies. quality is always betteR than quantity ..♥ emails. ggermainee@hotmail.com or ggermainee@yahoo.com Click at y0ur own risK :X
. junk food
. sour candy
. sweet chocolates
. animals
. day & night dreaming
. my fabulous father
. my gorgeous sister
. genuine people
. world peace
. a normal, if not happy, family
. for my mother to be her old self again
. for my sister to be successful all the way through
. for my father not to work so hard and to relax a little
. for myself not to be so pathetic in life
. everything ...
. abusers
. liars
. certain insects
. people who take me for granted
. people who make fun of me
. gossipers
. backstabbers
. betrayers
. rude and uncouth people
. hypocrites
. pretenders
. selfish, greedy & thoughtless people
Thursday, March 4, 2010
Boo. Yeah. I'm back from dinner. Ate a bowl of pork noodles outside with my grandma, Aunt Ivy, and my second uncle Eric. I can't concentrate on my work, and I don't feel like doing anything else.. Except blogging. Lolz. Anyway, I thought I'd explain a little bit more of myself. So here goes.
I'm leading the kind of lifestyle which.. You definitely won't call it charmed. You guys probably would have guessed it by now, but just to make sure: I am a -> school dropout. I stopped my schooling when I was like only in Kindergarten. That's super young, I know.
I think I used to have a kind of freaky illness or disease back when I was only in preschool. I remember throwing out small amounts of blood every now and than. I cry uncontrollably when I had to go to school. Then I remember that one day when I was well enough to resume school, my dad wanted me to continue studying. Then my mother objected for some reason. Then there was a huge argument. Then my dad slammed his fist on the kitchen table and threw the chair before walking out from the house in a huff, leaving my mother stunned, all by herself. Me and my older sister were huddled together. These are the only incidents I could remember during the youngest days of my life. So since I do not go to preschool anymore, my older sister would help to coach me at home. Everyday I will eagerly wait for my sister to come back from her school and then she would patiently teach me the Alphabet, Numbers, the basics before slowly moving on to harder subjects like English, Mathematics, Science.. The works. I will be totally retarded today and even worse than a handicapped person if not for my sister's efforts back than. She was always there for me, looking after me, reaching out her hand for me to hold on, encouraged me, picked me up when I fell. She made me laugh when I was feeling down, made me smile. We went through thick & thin together. In fact she was the reason why I didn't attempted suicide after so many years. I'd probably be resting in my grave now if not for my sister. She's my savior. Jie, if you are reading this, I Love You. [3 Forever. My sis is now undergoing her final year at a well known university in Singapore and she is also an successful real estate agent. If you are going to ask me how come my sister gets to go to school and I didn't, please don't. For I do not know the answer either. It has always remained a mystery.
