Hey, guys.

I would like to give a speech of my own, before I forget about it entirely.

I just want to thank the few sincere friends I had, my beloved family (namely my father and elder sister), my closest relatives, as well as my awesome cousins for reading and supporting my blog, offering positive comments, keeping me company whenever I'm bored, sticking it out with me in times of good or bad, making me happy, laugh, and smile, giving me hope and reasons to live on, never looking down on me and loving me for I am. Thank you so much, everybody! Your kindness shall never go to waste or unnoticed and will remain in the depths of my heart for as long as I'm alive, deeply cherished and eternally remembered. ♥ Glad you guys enjoyed my writing. (:

Actually, the reason why I have recently started blogging out of a sudden is because, should I ever die one day, at least a part of me will remain on earth, and I wanted to let the world know about my sorry life history, my pathetic background, my ruined existence, and hopefully that whoever were contemplating dropping out of school, have a loving family but couldn't care less, does not treasure education, or had both family and education but still think you're no better off, after reading my stories that I had written, please do think thrice. There are a lot of other people out there who would give an arm and a leg to have what YOU have. You just don't realize it until it becomes too late. 

When I was a small, innocent little girl, before I dropped out of school and became a loner most of the time, before my beloved mother lost her mind, before my father got together with aunt Ivy, before my elder sister got separated from me because she ran from home at an early age, and everything is just perfectly peachy, I was a fool because I did not fully cherish it all.

Now everything is gone. Just like that. No matter how I wished and longed to enjoy my precious childhood life once again, go back into the past and alter what could possibly still be a normal, happy future for me and my family, it won't and will never happen. Maybe only in dreams and illusions.

Even if mummy were normal but dad still left her for aunt Ivy anyway, at least, I will have a school, an proper education, and I will not be a loner because I have my own friends whom I can get to socialize with in person. I wouldn't have to walk around outside with my head down in shame, having to tolerate people cruelly laughing at me, poking fun at me, being That Girl Who Never Goes To School as well as a series of other names which I don't feel like elaborating. But I believe in retribution. Sooner or later, these people will get their just desserts for all that they've said.

Since I can't continue on crying over spilled milk, I have learnt to try to clean up the mess and just buy a fresh new milk carton instead. I now cherish every single thing dear to me right this moment.

So long as I have my wonderful father and sister who is all the world to me, it's good enough. They will always be irreplaceable in my heart. I have said it before and I will say it again: Pa Pa, and Ah Jie, I love you both LOADS!! If it wasn't for you two, I definitely will have attempted suicide a LONG time ago! You guys kept me alive ♥

And of course, not to forget Rach jie, as well as a few others. I love you all too! ♥

Thank you everybody. ♥

.March 2010
.April 2010
.May 2010
.June 2010
.July 2010

.my awesome sister michelle ツ.
.my cousin yani ツ.
.sherilyn ツ.
.sonny ツ.
.alicia ツ.
.xuefeng ツ.
.glitter ツ.
.my cousin yewjie (online boutique) ツ.
.michael and kelly (online boutique) ツ.
.♥ this link for rent.
.♥ this link for rent.
.♥ this link for rent.


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